One of the biggest bemusement's on being down in life is that although everyone says it is OK to feel like that; when it actually comes to the nitty gritty ... actually it is not OK and to pull yourself together
Unless you you are good; you really get reprimanded for literally not being able to function. It is such a crime to give up ... to take ones own life is selfish ...
Having been on the brink of non functionality there really is an utter lack of understanding in those depths of despair unless they been experienced ... even from the professionals who see it often ....
Like Parenthood, people who work in this area of care ... know it is never going to be an exact science, but there needs to be less of a blame culture .. that it is not bad not to function for a moment in our life on that precipice of indescribable darkness ...we need to 'process' (another annoying word but necessitated to explain) in this unique life that came to be, to me and somehow so far I have survived and need now to embrace the life I am now left with because of inadequacies of duty of care ....
Well, that's another annoyance; constructively put in a positive way ...
You always did say I was a prolific Crafter Designer and Writer ....
Our daughter is too in her craft; we both get the merciless jesting. It is our way of dealing with unusual circumstances that came our way ... for a reason ... that we both keeping busy with our respective loves in life ...
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