Below par today ... deep loss ... will always be there ... perpetual pool of enduring love spreads from here to there .... there to here ... it pulls me in ... no-one is there who fully understands those moments ... will live with this til my end days ... it destroyed my world ... no two ways about it ... thankfully your enduring devotion and wishes for me that knew no bounds ties us together for eternity ... you did not wish for me to be alone ... but if I was happy to be so ... then you were happy too ...