Easing back into post festive time ...

I am glad I kept it as quiet as I can this week ... for this is the month I laid my husband to his eternal rest ... 

My current care does not see me regularly enough,  so the team leader is not continuing the progress I had made too soon and I slipped into another Crisis last Autumn ... They did not know ... My sister did not want the silliness of uncoordinated responses... to distress me further ...  The services are too pressed for time to fully understand ... 

This time with support of sister we made plans for me to start myself this year .... It is the same old adage ... If you want something doing; do it yourself ... Does not work when in crisis ... Though ..

So here we are finally in the year to get things moving myself ... instead of going round in circles ... The way forward ... I hope ...