Illuminating experiences...

in the seasons of this year current. 

A more usual though very different outlook that becomes more intense when taken away for a while. And certainly the dual emotions of both the intensity of sorrow at the same time as this intensity of getting to this that I do. 

All this without interruptions; of the madness that came. It is now back to the purpose of life that does have that crooked crack in it now. The distractions of another's ills, the devastion that took place diverted me down a now very different way to see life.

A time now in seeing what it is like to have that life without a partner a little sooner than some. And a lot longer than others... The luxury of living both worlds to know what it is like in the varying riches it brings in time spent well. This is now the longest period of time I have been without a spectacular someone in my adult life ,..

I am again in a way of life where opportunities once again gives many options to follow. It certainly makes a change to feel a tad of that exuberance again. I thought that was long lost after the walls within ...